Please tell me how can I survive with this dirty muddy feelings inside me.. Please tell me how can I stand with my own feet even though everyone deny my existence and forced me to be alone, So I will never afraid when I have to be alone in the dark.. Even though I have to freeze my heart into an ice and never make it melted again, I don't care.. I just want to get away from this nightmare.. I just want to stay strong and never shed my tears again every night.. I don't want to be afraid of loneliness and getting a scar in my heart... Please somebody... Tell me... How can I survive this alone? I want to end this already.. I want to have the strength to let go of that person... I don't want to cry whenever I think of letting go of that person's hand... I will do whatever it takes to shut down my emotions so just please tell me how.. Please...
