Tsukiuta, Say No to Mediocre Life (Part Grup) Indonesian

Please tell me how can I survive with this dirty muddy feelings inside me..
Please tell me how can I stand with my own feet even though everyone deny my existence and forced me to be alone,
So I will never afraid when I have to be alone in the dark..
Even though I have to freeze my heart into an ice and never make it melted again, I don't care.. I just want to get away from this nightmare..
I just want to stay strong and never shed my tears again every night..
I don't want to be afraid of loneliness and getting a scar in my heart...
Please somebody... Tell me... How can I survive this alone?
I want to end this already.. I want to have the strength to let go of that person...
I don't want to cry whenever I think of letting go of that person's hand...
I will do whatever it takes to shut down my emotions so just please tell me how.. Please...